I_got_the_right_tempature's Xanga

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Sat, 06 May 2006 12:28:09 GMT

NEW SITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3<3<3

www.xanga.com/x_scared_and_alone_x

<3 marina

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Thu, 04 May 2006 00:24:57 GMT

ok hey srry i have no been on l8tly, i have been well busy between track, homework, high school track, moms house, dads house, birthdays, family crap..........been kinda busy...so thanks for all the comments. well lets see so far the week has been ok nothing exciting has happend,,,,,*sigh*,,, monday we had a track meet i think we wooped them baddly. but it was our last meet, TRCK IS OVER AND I AM GOIN TO MISS IT CAUSE I HAD SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!! then on tuesday....i do not think i did anything on tuesday, well then today we had to help with the varsity meet,,, it was fun kaylie rode home with me on the bus and then we walked over,,,,,,fun ,,,, and then i got a d on my midterm my mom was like yea just raise it up and that was it,,,,,,love my mom!!!!

then i will not see the guy i like for sum time,,,,,,,,,,oh well i really think he does not like me and he knows who he is so leave me a comment if u read this....

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

when you look at me,
it's like you're secretly
trying to tell me
not to give up hope.
but i just want you to know something:
i almost already have.

<3 U ALL

MARINA

Monday, April 24, 2006

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 00:09:06 GMT

ok every one what is up well i have done absolutly nothin.....board!!!!!!!!!!!

ok i do not think i like the same guy i have been liken....but i am not sure??????????

omg i love my friends,,,,we have the best of times...........friday me and haylee....<3 <3 <3 then today just talkin to brittany,,,,we are between stupid and crazy,,,hahaha,,,,krissy.... we can riot... omg so many good times have happend latly........just all together life right now is ok,,,,,,,,,,,,i guessssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

well l8ter!!<3

I always think people are going
to leave me behind. Let me
explain it. I don`t like myself.
I spend all of my time wishing
that I could be someone else.
I spend half of my time trying
to become someone else.
If I could, I`d walk away from
myself. So I have myself convinced
that if anyone else knew who I really
was, they'd want to abandon me too

</3 marina

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Sat, 22 Apr 2006 23:59:15 GMT

love is the poison
we all crave

well that is the sayin for me , we all want love but can not get it,,,,,,

well today i went to a weding for sum one i have no idea

i know this is short but i am just no in the mood,,,,

</3 marina

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 22:34:37 GMT

hey every one i am stumped, what do u do if u like a guy but he doesent like u, he likes your best friend?!?!?! i am so confused

If one day u feel like crying.... call me. I dont promise that i will make u laugh, but i can cry with u. If one day u want to run away-- dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop......but i can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone.....call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call......and there is no anwser.....come fast to see me. Perhaps i need you.

Ok then yesterday i was outside doin my baton routen and i moved this tree stump out of the way and this giant spidder came out EWWWWW....i hate spiders so so so so so so so so so so so so so so MUCH....lol

hey i think i might go to park for the first time but i need sumone to go with i do not want to go by myself!!!!CALL ME IF U CAN TAKE ME!!!!!!!!

ok well i am goin to go outside i think and practice my routen

well call me people pleazpleaz i am like so baord!!!!

~~~~marina~~~~

luvin sumone<3

Monday, April 17, 2006

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 12:53:42 GMT

hey every one well i am finally back from vaction!!!! myrtle beach was so much fun <3 ok well on the first day we saw a whale (dead...sad!!) it was huge and now i know what a dead whale smells like.......woa!!!!!!lol then we had dinner at a fondue place it was really good ........ummm theni got burnt really badly it suxs!!!!!it hurt like crazy for a while one night i could not lay on my back because of it. then one night i went to dixie stamped it was fun michele was frekin out cause when u hate dinner u had to use your hands and she was like ewwwww!!! lol good times then we travled anyother hour on friday and meet my grandpa and grandma i got a new cd for easter from them,,now 21,,it is cool. ummmm then we had to travel home and we stoped like maybe 4 or 5 times but altogether i was in the car12 HOURS way toooo long for six people !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well anyway i have a track meet today so i will talk to u guys later!!!!!

p.s happy late easter!!!!!!!

<3> marina

~EDIT~

i am really sad......i really like this guy but he like sum one else alot.... =...(

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 23:08:09 GMT

hey every one well i hope u like the site ,,,, well tomarrow i am goin to murtle beach!!! i am so happy about it i wish every one could come hahahahaha if u can fit in a suit case they u can go....hahhahaha inside joke!!!! well i want to hear about what every one else is doin!!!!!

leave me comments

<3marina

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 00:10:10 GMT

hey yall well i am at my dads and kinda board but i am watchin the show little people big world.... good show well i am goin to go cause i am getting board!!!

<3 marina

why waste your time getting hurt by someone
when there's someone else out there waiting to make you happy?

& i sat in the back of the room
as the tears streamed down my face
praying you wouldnt look back
cuz i knew that it was written all over my face
that i was c.r.y.i.n.g for yOu

i'm scared that i'm going to end up alone
i'm scared that i'm always going to be just
the friend, or just the best friend. but never
someone's everything. but mostly, what im
afraid of most is that i'll never find a guy
that i like as much as i like you

..if i walked away right now..would you come after me?

welll tata for now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, April 01, 2006

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 18:17:49 GMT

hey every one i got a new site !!!!!! well i will update more lata!!!

<3> marina