NEW SITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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<3 marina

ok hey srry i have no been on l8tly, i have been well busy between track, homework, high school track, moms house, dads house, birthdays, family crap..........been kinda busy...so thanks for all the comments. well lets see so far the week has been ok nothing exciting has happend,,,,,*sigh*,,, monday we had a track meet i think we wooped them baddly. but it was our last meet, TRCK IS OVER AND I AM GOIN TO MISS IT CAUSE I HAD SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!! then on tuesday....i do not think i did anything on tuesday, well then today we had to help with the varsity meet,,, it was fun kaylie rode home with me on the bus and then we walked over,,,,,,fun ,,,, and then i got a d on my midterm my mom was like yea just raise it up and that was it,,,,,,love my mom!!!!

then i will not see the guy i like for sum time,,,,,,,,,,oh well i really think he does not like me and he knows who he is so leave me a comment if u read this....

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when you look at me,
it's like you're secretly
trying to tell me
not to give up hope.
but i just want you to know something:
i almost already have.

<3 U ALL

MARINA

ok every one what is up well i have done absolutly nothin.....board!!!!!!!!!!!

ok i do not think i like the same guy i have been liken....but i am not sure??????????

omg i love my friends,,,,we have the best of times...........friday me and haylee....<3 <3 <3 then today just talkin to brittany,,,,we are between stupid and crazy,,,hahaha,,,,krissy.... we can riot... omg so many good times have happend latly........just all together life right now is ok,,,,,,,,,,,,i guessssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

well l8ter!!<3

I always think people are going
to leave me behind. Let me
explain it. I don`t like myself.
I spend all of my time wishing
that I could be  someone else. 
I spend half of my time trying
 to become someone else.
 If I could, I`d walk away from
 myself. So I have myself convinced
that if anyone else knew who I really
 was, they'd want to abandon me too

</3 marina

love is the poison
we all crave

well that is the sayin for me , we all want love but can not get it,,,,,,

well today i went to a weding for sum one i have no idea

i know this is short but i am just no in the mood,,,,

</3 marina

hey every one i am stumped, what do u do if u like a guy but he doesent like u, he likes your best friend?!?!?! i am so confused

  If one day u feel like crying.... call me. I dont promise that i will make u laugh, but i can cry with u. If one day u want to run away-- dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop......but i can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone.....call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call......and there is no anwser.....come fast to see me. Perhaps i need you.

Ok then yesterday i was outside doin my baton routen and i moved this tree stump out of the way and this giant spidder came out EWWWWW....i hate spiders so so so so so so so so so so so so so so MUCH....lol

hey i think i might go to park for the first time but i need sumone to go with i do not want to go by myself!!!!CALL ME IF U CAN TAKE ME!!!!!!!!

ok well i am goin to go outside i think and practice my routen

well call me people pleazpleaz i am like so baord!!!!

~~~~marina~~~~

luvin sumone<3